(“To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness”
“To postpone or delay needlessly”)
Letter to the problem!
Dear Procrastination,
I have been sitting staring at my laptop screen for over an hour. The feelings inside of me…..
Nothingness, utter insignificance, complete emptiness and today like so many other days I have to complete deadlines, yet each such day is an endless procession of nothingness. My mind and soul and body are empty of motivation, passion and even feeling.
Numbness, unable to go to action but worst of all, the inability to feel emotion. Everything is so artificial and seems in a way surreal. I feel like I am sitting on the outside watching a movie, it is so bizarre.
Anxiety because I know I need to get working!
What is the problem here? Is it exhaustion, fear or is it some entanglement that does not even belong to me? The archetype of the saboteur springs to mind as well. I just don’t know……
Procrastination, please show your face so I can see what you look like and deal with you in the most appropriate manner.
I have so much going for me. I have so much in my head that I need to get documented, I have a million deadlines and my success on this project and dealing with my health is paramount!
I have tried to do this on my own, but I surrender in absolute respect. Please show me the way!
I have been successful and reached the masses despite this debilitating procrastination, it begs the question, how much bigger and better can the impact be if I lose this burden?
100305
Sophia
No comments:
Post a Comment